So. Last day of school today.
Everything that can be said about our grade and us becoming seniors next year have all been stated on others’ blogs (go see our blogroll). All in all, you’ve been an awesome grade.
I’m not really sure I want the holidays anymore.
For the past week, Mum has been making me do chores instead of my usual gaming/anime/manga time. I have a responsibility to contribute to housework, etc. but the amount of chores seems to be increasing and increasing. And she yells at me for not asking whether she needs any help. I know myself well enough to know that I’m not going to ask to do more housework over going on the computer or playing fruit ninja.
Another thing is that I won’t be able to see you all. I ask to go see Tron, and she tells me off for ‘going out/playing all the time’. The last time I went out with friends was last holidays. I am quite possibly the most antisocial and reclusive person in my grade. Shouldn’t my parents be encouraging me to go out there and socialise and hang out with friends?
Oh. I forgot. I need to stay home and babysit my siblings. For some reason Mum is working more, so less chance of me getting to go anywhere (Dad works all the time anyway). So no beach trip for me. :( Trust me, I definitely want to go. I don’t particularly enjoy being at home all the time.
And the worst thing about this is that there is no one to blame. I can’t blame myself (although my more-than-slightly disappointing report may have influence…), I can’t blame my siblings and I can’t blame my parents because Mum doesn’t choose her schedule.
So I’m going to be pretty lonely this holidays. And pissed off.
That’s enough angst and teenage whining to fill up my year’s quota. Have a survey (stolen off Carmen’s blog).
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I don’t think much in the mornings.
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