Today sucks. It’s meant to be all chillaxing and sleeping in, but no. Mum expects me to do more chores ‘because I have the time’, and about 50% of what she has said to me today has been nagging of some sort or the other. About how I can’t have a screenshot of Narimiya Hiroki/Shinagawa Daichi making a cute face as my desktop. About how I can’t close the study room door because I’m probably doing something ‘that shouldn’t be seen’ (I was reading manga). About how I look like I don’t have a family (???) and should go and be a loner somewhere else. About how I’m not allowed to watch stuff on the computer.
I think more people in the house dilutes the attention, which is good. But I like the house quiet. Dilemma…
Also. I’ve gotten away with reading manga/watching dramas/watching anime more on school days than I have last night and today. There’s something wrong with that, not just my daily procrastination.
You know what hurts? Something someone calls you when they’re angry, like ‘hopeless’, or ‘bitch’, when you know it’s not true/they don’t mean it, but you still take it to heart.
I shouldn’t be complaining about my family on a blog like this. (Yes, I don’t like angst either, if this is defined as angst.)But hopefully, at the end of these two weeks, I can look back on this post and delete it, because the holidays turned out to be much better. Which they should be, with the amount of time I’m going to be away from home.
“My cup of sorrows is a whine glass.”
PS WHERE ARE THE REST OF YOU BLOGGERS???