company of three, black peppermint tea

::twenty-three

by cloudier

i feel like i’m dying, yearlies are so STRESS STRESS STRESS

listening to lots of music

congratulating self on putting excellent songs on touch in the past

now to update.

va excursion was very relaxing

forget about yearlies for a day

lots of photos, playground yay

also can’t wait to see lian’s photos, sigh such photography skills

he took a pic of vaclass reflected off alex’s sunglasses

time to cram cram cram

but i dont have the energy or the motivation

its too big, too much to know, to memorise

going to fail english, whatever

going to fail at maths. only topics i’m decent at are polynomials and probability. fuck.

going to fail science, just because i always do.

history, maybe.

i hate fodder conservation, johnston is not the best teacher in the world. last year, told us just to look through fodder conservation chapter, didn’t teach anything.

pe, well, i dont give a fuck.

how do you study va? i wonder what the past papers look like.

im eating less than usual. these tests are getting to me.

a good nights sleep, what might that mean?

 

im going crazy

not like i wasnt cynical or paranoid in the first place

my head hurts

i should eat something.

rage post end.

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Bludgeee

by car.

read it as bludge, or bludgy or watevs. WOW. since it’s the week b4 the yrlies, i’d never have thought that we would get a day like today. did basically NO WORK.

 

first up, yr meeting AGN. nothing much, but once agn feel like we’re the guinea pig year… and hey, wat have i achieved these past three yr?! O_O

so missed out on german, which was the only thing i was looking forward to, since we’re only getting our test back (stop stressing vase)

then pe, teacher late, realised we had to memorise stuff on …driving??/alcohol. which we have basically not touched on all yr. then we had maths. and i was once agn reminded that sitting between ben and bezzle and geoff is NOT a good thing if you want to feel calm. blahblahblahblahblah!!! ARGHH

library duty yay. circulation is way more fun than shelving. and i think i zapped those barcodes pretty fast today =D

double geo was surprisingly bludgy. teacher late-ish… and he was HIGH. i quote: “i should not have had that last cup of coffee…coffee makes me highhh!!!” O_O and whoah! since va ppls were on excursion, our class was smaller, and we had 5 girls. vaish started giggling like CRAZY, and then she was like “he looks like a little kid!” i mean, the teacher was SRSLY that high. so funfunfun. and we all started giggling too… then the duty officer gave him these envelopes, he opened them…stoned while reading them, and then went out of the classroom. we thought he was just getting something, but he didn’t come back for the rest of the period =DD so we were just playing on our phones, taking piccies, chatting, and richard was calling kiran…. all while trying to scan thru the textbook for notes… it was AWESOME. most high moment of the day.

lunch, me and bea went to collect stamps for jr award. we saw heaps of other ppls holding diaries, and it was hilarious, coz usually nobody uses them.

more maths…more jabber jabber…sorry ben for hitting u =D was feeling very frustrated about _____ … yeah. cloud, can i contract u?? u know for wat ;]

then ag. went down to the farm, thank goodness it wasnt raining. teacher was fixing the top of the net on the peach orchard… and as usual, we helped him do a little bit, then went and played cards. coz there srsly wasnt much we could do. two groups of ppls playing cards, guys bashing each other with bamboo poles, just general bludge. and then johnny came and was like “omgosh u lucky ppls” coz his class actually had to work…ahhh…

ohohoho, victor had an awesome silverbeet =D it was long/tall…

 

yay, so that’s today. must go do more cramming now ^^

::twenty-two

by cloudier

jigsaw falling into place – radiohead – in rainbows

just as you take my hand

just as you write my number down

just as the drinks arrive

just as they play your favourite song

as your blather disappears

no longer wound up like a spring

before you’ve had too much

come back and focus again

the walls abandon shape

you’ve got a cheshire cat grin

all blurring into one

this place is on a mission

before the night owl

before the animal noises

closed circuit cameras

before you’re comatose


before you run away from me

before you’re lost between the notes

the beat goes round and round

the beat goes round and round

i never really got there

i just pretended i had

what’s the point of instruments

cause words are a sawed off shotgun

come on and let it out

come on and let it out

come on and let it out

come on and let it out

come on and let it out

before you run away from me

before youre lost between the notes

just as you take a bite

just as you dance dance dance


jigsaw falling into place

there is nothing to explain

you eye each other as you pass

she looks back

you look back

not just once

not just twice

wish away a nightmare

wish away a nightmare

you got a light

you can feel it on your back

a light

you can feel it

on your back

jigsaw falling

into place